hey .. Here we are in us .. say that I come from a exhausting evening, the first gym then streets and down to drink .. I have a strange sense of warmth but bah ... so tired but I can not sleep, too many thoughts too much so I decided to go back to my diary ... I sometimes kiedo what's different between sex and love .. Perhaps alcohol is perhaps boh nn but I do not know is a very clear distinction .. Only because I pose this question .. if you go to bed regularly cn a person, that person will like in a way, well, if this person you love and affection for her, maybe try what keeps you away from us a story .. I understand and I do not know what to say, well, ok in this case the person is engaged and she Porelli is worse than a horned elk .. cmq ke but since there are many things that go well because I never thought to ask + ke why I always wait for others to decide my life, but I do not have a temperament weak .. Oh God qnd maybe it's me feeling too .. anke doormat there is a boy dotes ke x me, it would sell a kidney for me and I ... I do not see either .. maybe in front of me, look at him and not see it. We spent a weekend together, nothing, I could barely kiss .. xke? I kiedo xke? but could give me what I ke, snapping his fingers and tac enough all ready served and revered .. but do not see it, is transparent and worse, as x You make me sick you are always there ready for x, I'll be fool ... cn a friend of mine was talking tonight in my usual situation, and all we said to each other 2 x different situations ... eh you have to give us a pretty deep cut .. kiudi .. ah ah ah and who succeeds? at the same time nn circles in which you more and you're putting your soul in peace (anke if you hope to see him trip over to hear him) and say ok I can go out .. ke him there he is calling you .. risprofondi and into the abyss .. a great chasm that gives you so much joy and so much Tristessa .. sometimes I meditate to become a lesbian .. perhaps a woman would understand me better .. x sin a thing, could not give me what I want in the long run .. Ugh how complicated life .. oh my third vodka made me maybe a little evil .. cmq if life is made of renunciation and suffering .. then I'm living fully: D
there are times that I float on the happiness that I take off my smile even delete cn bosch sander and moments that I wish I could pull up a cover and let them go .. Unfortunately, waiting in vain for me until xke nn nn they leave them alive, but hope .... : D uuu
that gentle warmth in the stomach .. I have one foot in black, but black, but black ke in an African comparison is white .. I know I'm around to ke qualkosina broke but I can walk .. cmq ki and stops me.
reflected when it was .. boh nn cn precision but remember last week that maybe I'm a bit self-defeating in the sense that sti points I must admit I like being bad .. that is a clever person once ke beat his head against the wall and feel pain, do not second the battery +, I will succeed but I hit all day so I'll stop ... nn xke nn stop? xke nn if I had that wall suffocate? maybe .. xke me I sense only if I feel pain? mm could be an acceptable explanation .. but what is the real reason? I am yet nn nn balls are so .. bah waiting expectantly for the coming of the Blue Fairy and his explanation for my strange life .. Now I wonder ... but in 12 days I can study and memorize well so uh .. Petta .. about 600 pages? boooooooooooh
be the case ke I sleep ... maybe you start to see the screen moves ke .. but before I open the window makes a monstrous hot .. night chick I hope to see you soon .. I miss you so much ...
ciau night
